I am reading A. Zee's book about group theory and I am confused about several parts of his discussion in chapter 4.1 about the adjoint of $SO(n)$.
First question:
The first thing mentioned is that an antisymmetric tensor $T^{ij}$ in $SO(N)$ furnished (still don't fully understand how that word is used in this book) a $\frac{1}{2}N(N-1)$-dimensional representation. He also says there are $\frac{1}{2}N(N-1)$ generators of $SO(N)$ which are the $N$-dimensional matrices $$\mathcal{J}_{(m n)}^{i j}=\left(\delta^{m i} \delta^{n j}-\delta^{m j} \delta^{n i}\right)$$
He then renames the $(mn)$ index $ 1 \leq a \leq \frac{1}{2}N(N-1)$. But from this part he immediately states:
Then we have $\frac{1}{2}N(N-1)$ matrices $\mathcal{J}_{a}^{i j}$, each of which is a $\frac{1}{2}N(N-1)$-by-$\frac{1}{2}N(N-1)$ dimensional matrix.
How does this happen? $\mathcal{J}_{(m n)}^{i j}$ was $N$-dimensional, but $\mathcal{J}_{a}^{i j}$ is $\frac{1}{2}N(N-1)$-dimensional just from reindexing?
Second question
This follows immediately from the first question.
Zee then states
We can also regard the antisymmetric tensor $T^{ij}$ as an $N$-by-$N$ matrix, and hence write it as a linear combination of the $\mathcal{J}_a$'s, with coefficients denoted by $A_a$: $$T^{ij} = A_a \mathcal{J}^{ij}_a$$
(where summation over $a$'s is implied and $i=1,2,...,N$ and $a=1,2,...,\frac{1}{2}N(N-1)$
This is just another question of dimensionality. How can we switch between $T^{ij}$ being $\frac{1}{2}N(N-1)$-dimensional to $N$-dimensional?