As some other questions on this website suggest, I have a really hard time with the fermionic field operator $\psi(x)$. I'd like to come to terms with this blockade.
It serves as the smallest building block for a whole bunch of observables, and thus I can't just abandon it and only think about "bigger" operator-terms like $\psi^{\dagger} \psi$, yet $\psi$ itself is not an observable, because it is neither a hermitian operator, nor a normal operator. Even for complex eigenvalues, $\psi$'s eigenvectors won't form a complete orthonormal set.
On the other hand (and this is what is giving me a hard time), $\psi$ appears in the lagrangian. In the classical version (before quantization), we give the time evolution for $\psi$, by solving the dirac equation. Essentially, the whole dynamics of the field (including the hamiltonian) are tied to $\psi$. This is behaviour that I'm used to from observables. Be it $x$, $p$, $A^{\mu}$, $\phi$ (and so on).
It feels completely unnatural to me that an object whose dynamics I describe by giving the hamiltonian and solving the Dirac equation is not an observable.
To overcome this mental limitation of mine, I'd like to view the field $\Psi$ as a linear combination of two fields $\psi_{real} = \frac{1}{2}(\psi + \psi^{\dagger})$ and $\psi_{im} = \frac{1}{2i}(\psi - \psi^{\dagger})$. Each of those is hermitian, and I can find a complete set of orthonormal eigenstates for those (although they are not simultaneously diagonalizable). By that I have a (at least kind of) classical outlook / interpretation on the topic.
Now the question is: Will I run into problems with this view I have towards dirac fields, and should I thus abandon it again?