Recently I asked a question that was considered a duplicate. However I felt that the related question didn't answer my doubts. After a bit of pondering I have realized the core of my discomfort with the concept of QFT fields, so I am asking a new question, different from the previous one, hoping that this time it won't be considered a duplicate, and hoping not to attract the moderators' wrath.
At a very basic and conceptual level: after second quantization the fields are operators, acting on the space of state vectors (Fock space), right? Some fields are observables, some aren't, some act as ladder operators for things like charge, etc. But they are all operators that do things in Fock space, operating on state vectors.
Vectors in Fock space on the other hand, as we were saying, are state vectors: they represent the state of the physical system. One vector in Fock space could for example represent a state of two bosons, with some charge, momentum, etc. They represent quantum particles.
But the fields also represent the quantum particles! All the idea behind QFT is that we can interpret the excitations of the quantized fields as particles!
This melts my brain a little because we have fields, that represents particles1, that are also operators acting on state vectors, that also represent particles! It appears to me as a bit circular, like a representation of particles acting on another representation of the same thing.
In QM we didn't have this problem: operators weren't fields, they were just operators, acting on state vectors in Hilbert space, vectors that represented the state of the system; the wave function in the equations was just a way to express state vectors in position basis, no problem whatsoever.
So how can I make sense of the mess that we get after second quantization?
[1]: Their excitations represent particles.