It's some time that I notice some sign issues in my calculations of quantum field theory and I started to think that the origin should be addressed to my choice $(\hat{p}_\alpha)\doteq -i\hbar\partial_\alpha$ instead of the $(\hat{p}_\alpha)\doteq i\hbar\partial_\alpha$, but many other things just didn't come right.
So I noticed something that really shook me and is the fact that, attempting to save Einstein convention, I used the Levi-Civita tensor with upper and lower indices, but maybe I just could not do it in such naive way.
I tried to find an answer and I read this and this very interesting one, but I'm dumb and I simply can't grab the meaning: seems like I'm about to understand, but I don't.
I go to the point: consider the well known property of Pauli matrices \begin{equation*} \sigma^i\sigma^j = \delta^{ij}\mathbb{I} +i {\epsilon^{ij}}_k \sigma^k \end{equation*} Here the upper indices are just an "illusion", right? I mean that ${\epsilon^{ij}}_k\equiv\epsilon_{ijk}, {\epsilon^{ij}}_k\neq g^{i\alpha}g^{j\beta}\epsilon_{\alpha\beta k}$ (it's not an $\text{SO}(1,3)$ tensor?); but at the same time that seems to hold for the Kronecker delta! In fact, and I conclude, consider that you have now the expression \begin{equation*} \sigma^i\sigma^j\partial_i\partial_j \end{equation*} where ${\epsilon^{ij}}_k\partial_i\partial_j\equiv{\epsilon^{ji}}_k\partial_j\partial_i=0$. The question is: is this $\partial_j\partial^j=-\nabla$ or, as I suspect, is $\partial_j\partial_j=\nabla$?
In both cases why is that and how I can concile it with the Einstein convention?
This question is really hurting me inside so thanks for help!