Consider the simple dynamical equation
$$ \dot{x}(t) = u H(t-\tau),$$ where the timescale $\tau$ is an exponentially distributed random variable $\tau \sim \omega \exp\{\omega \tau\}$ and $H(t) = 1-\theta(t)$. That is, $$ H(t) = \begin{cases} 1 & \text{if} & t<0 \\ 0 & \text{if} & t> 0\end{cases}. $$ This describes a particle which moves with velocity $u$ for a random time $\tau$ at which point its motion is cut off.
I can integrate for its position conditional on the random variable $\tau$ (given $x(0)=0$): $$ x(t) = u \int_0^t dt' H(t-\tau),$$ which gives the mean value $$ \langle x(t) \rangle = u \int_0^t dt' \langle H(t'-\tau) \rangle$$ I believe I can evaluate the ensemble average over $H(t'-\tau)$ using the exceedance probability of $\tau$. Since $H(t-\tau)=1$ when $t<\tau$, $$ \langle H(t-\tau) \rangle = \text{Prob}(\tau > t') = \int_{t'}^\infty \omega \exp\{-\omega \tau\} = \exp\{-\omega t' \},$$ giving mean position $$ \langle x(t) \rangle = \frac{u}{\omega}(1-\exp\{-\omega t\}).$$ When the mean cut-off time $\langle \tau \rangle = 1/\omega \rightarrow \infty$, I obtain the expected result in absence of the cut-off: $$ \langle x(t) \rangle \approx ut + O(\omega),$$ so I believe my result is correct.
Now for my questions. First, have I done anything wrong? Second, given I'm on the right track, how can I compute the second moment of the position? That is, I'm seeking $\langle x(t)^2 \rangle$ which I believe should be given by:
$$ \langle x(t)^2 \rangle = u^2 \int_0^t dt_1 \int_0^t dt_2 \langle H(t_1-\tau) \rangle \langle H(t_2-\tau) \rangle \\ = u^2 \int_0^t dt_1 \int_0^t dt_2 \text{Prob}(\tau>t_1)\text{Prob}(\tau>t_2) \\ = \Big(u \int dt \text{Prob}(\tau > t) \Big)^2 \\ = \langle x(t) \rangle^2$$ but this is unexpected: how is the second moment just the square of the mean? This implies a zero variance... I expected a transition in the second moment when $t$ surpasses $1/\omega$, since this is the point when most particles in the ensemble will have been trapped.
Any guidance is appreciated !