Imagining that "you are the photon" is an ill-posed question.
The problem is this: There is a strict distinction between massive and massless particles. For massive ($m\neq0$) particles, you can always find a reference frame where the particle is stationary. For massless ($m=0$) particles this is impossible.
This means there is no reference frame in which the photon perceives itself as "at rest" while cruising through the universe.
An illuminating way of thinking is in terms of what is happening at simultaneous time (see image bellow). For a stationary observer (green), space and time are orthogonal, as seen by all other stationary observers. The faster the relative speed between observers (purple), the more the time- and space axis tilt towards each other.
When a particle is traveling at the speed of light (orange, which means $m=0$), then the time axis and the space axis are parallel. This means that all events along the trajectory of the photon take place at the same time (for the photon).
In this sense, the lifetime of a photon is $t=0$ seconds. On the other hand, you may imagine the photon as frozen in time, so these $t=0$ seconds are not "noticed" by the photon.
